Is there anything in your family that has been passed down from generation to generation, or from family member to family member? What is it? And who do you plan to pass it on to?
Tonight I'm nothing more than a bundle of frayed nerves and angst I'm eighteen, on the verge of the rest of my life and It's fucking brutal everyone offering their own warped veiw of the world to me and expecting me to transform into an adult overnight News Flash turning eighteen didn't make me an adult It just meant I didnt have to take my mom to the tattoo parlor for my third tat College is less than a month off and I feel indifferent about the whole thing its almost as if i am watching my life be lived ever have a day like that ?? or maybe a year? Oh what I would give to be Vapid. ;)
I seem to have an intimacy problem.The problem being I'm shit with intimacy. My devoted gal pal tried to help me with this problem. She gave me the Lion and the Bunny speech.. It went as follows: " Jade you my friend are a lion, you enjoy the hunt, you enjoy feeling superior,you find your prey and devour it. Now this is just who you are.. and I love it. However you tend to date bunny boys.. boys who are looking for love, and seeking a commitment you are unable to give. You date hopeless romantics and devour them." Well I prettied the speech up a bit.. but there it is. The Lion and the Bunny speech.. and still as I type this I cant help wondering.. why the fuck am I so hopelessly attracted to Bunny's? Like my current situation. I am head over heels in love with a virgin bunny.. untainted. So trusting and giving and all I want to do is ravage the poor damn bunny... and as we laid in my bed watching movies I was plotting and planning how I would accomplish this task, and he was petting my fucking hair.. Poor Bunny I suppose I should end it. I will end it, but this Bunny is so damn charming its almost a shame . I wish there were a male lion who possessed the bunny innocence. Why can't there be a hybrid. both bunny and lion. Or is it a bunny is only a bunny while they remain naive and innocent?So was I ever a Bunny?
Sorry for the rambling.. and improper grammar, sentence structure and so on and so forth.. I'm on break from college so no such nonsense will exist in these journals.
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